Hello. Have we met before? If not, let me tell you a little about myself. I don’t share myself with just anyone. I pick only a chosen few that will appreciate me, and then, only if the timing is perfect. I have chosen you, for people like you are special to me. You are the kind of person who is receptive to my many talents. You’ll be very anxious to know me better and, as soon as we touch, the physical attraction between us will soar. As we continue our encounter, I will lead you down a path of pure physical ecstasy. You’ll feel no shame at having gone “all the way” on our first date. All you’ll feel is exhilaration…and beg for more.
At first our attraction will be purely physical, but you’ll soon realize that this is a very important phase of our relationship. Be confident that it will grow into something much deeper. As we get to know each other better, your interest in me will become emotional as well as physical. You’ll learn to come to me with your problems: for not only will I help you with them, but I will also somehow take away their deep pain. I’ll give you the best that I have, and I’ll be patient. I know that, in time, you will give yourself totally to me.
When you’re with me, you’ll feel warm and secure. I will ease your mind, soothe away your troubles, and fill your soul with pleasure. With me, you’ll feel as if you can conquer the world, as if you have a special key to happiness. You’ll enjoy living again. I’ll be the answer to your unspoken prayers. You’ll enjoy living again. You’ll soon wonder how you ever lived without me.
As our relationship grows, you’ll start to exclude others from your life. But that’s OK. You know that I can give you all that you need. I’ll be your lover; best friend and confidante. I will always be available when you need me. This I will prove to you, time and time again. You’ll realize that you don’t need others. When you have me, all others will seem inadequate.
We’ll see more and more of each other. We’ll decide that it’s really impractical not to live together, so we’ll make that move. Our life together will encompass many beautiful experiences. We’ll do it all together: We’ll swim in the ocean, picnic on the beach, fly kites and, whenever you feel the urge, we’ll make love. Our relationship will be devoid of fights or arguments. I will give myself completely to you, knowing that I will get the same in return.
You’ll soon realize that you’ve dedicated your life to me. It will happen before you know it. It sort of takes you by surprise, and you’ll wonder if maybe you should spend some time alone, away from me. After all, people say that everyone needs some time alone, even if they are in love. And face it; you are irresistibly in love with me. So you vow to take some time alone, even though you don’t want to.
After only a few hours, though, you’ll feel a terrible, empty void without me and thing about coming home. You’ll feel a little angry when you don’t keep that promise to yourself, but you’ll rationalize that you don’t have to come back home; rather, you just want to. The whole way home you will tell yourself that if you had really wanted to spend the day alone, you could have; you just didn’t want to.
When you walk through that door, it will fill my heart with pleasure, for I’d been hoping that you wouldn’t spend the whole day away from me. You’ll come running to me and I’ll take you in my arms and hold you so tightly that it becomes a bit painful. But you don’t mind. Though you won’t see my face as I embrace you, I’ll have a very satisfied smile, this the moment that I have been waiting for. I’ve got you where I want you. You now have no choice. You cannot live without me!
It is precisely at this point that you will cease to be my lover and instead become my victim. You see, my ultimate goal is to murder you, and I have begun to do just that. But, my methods are slow. I’ll destroy every aspect of your life. I can do it slowly, because you won’t be able to leave me even though you know I am killing you. That’s the joy of it, the beauty of it! You will make a choice to die; you’ll let me do it.
Do you recognize me yet? You should, for you see, this relationship has already taken place between you and me. We are intimately acquainted, and now I am patiently waiting for you to come back to me. I will follow you and wait for you wherever you go. I can wait forever. You see, I am your drug of choice.